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Chemo finally done after an hour and a half of trying to get a blood return. 2 more to go. That's all I care about.

Gunna see my girl tomorrow!!! Tight. Walmart CHIPOTLE!!!!, and a couch to the curb. Good solid day........................

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So I got chemo Mon afternoon like most of you know. Ive been pretty tired on this one, and pretty much slept the next 2 days. So Wed afternoon when I wake up, I see this on my phone.....

Wed 10:30 am B3nd3r: "Hey would you wanna run and find a place with me that im going tomorrow for interview"

10:39 B: "really no response"

12:01 B: "anything"

right around now is when I woke up

12:09 he called me and proceded to call me a faggot and a fat ass cause I slept all day. I

explained I just got chemo and blah blah blah. Didn't phase him as you'll see. But he said he'll

get off work in a couple hours maybe more he didn't know, and we can go, cool

4:28 B: "weight to hit me back"

4:30 Me: "You didn't tell me that you were off work yet"

4:31 B: "I said I was getting off work in an hour, hit me up" ( k, how am I supposed to know when

you get off, anyway)

4:33 Me:" Well than what happened between than and 4:30. "

4:33 B: "Don't care anymore. i tried."

4:35 Me: "Tried what?"

4:36 B: "To get you up and moving" (mean while he had no idea i just got chemo and was resting)

4:37 Me: "I was up. You didn't do anything but talk shit. Don't get a complex like you are any

kind of support with that fuckin attitude, I certainly don't need it."

4:39 B: "hahahahah youre a fucking tool." (well that helps)

4:40 Me: "Really? You're the one blowin up my phone cause i wouldn't answer cause I was sleeping

cause I just got FUCKING CHEMO!! Remember?"

4:42 B: "Someone tries to push you and your vag hurts, "my chemo my chemo" I may not know what your going thru but i've seen people that have went thru the same shit and are some tough and great people. dude your lazy. any of us get up and push yourself just like your doing for school you are a fucking awesome person push yourself you faggot and quit being a tool" (starting to think he believes he's being a good person, and trying to make him self sound like he's helping somehow??? also that was a big run on sentence)

4:44 Me: "Fuck you dude. That's too far"

4:44 B: "Dude cmon get off that shit it's been how long and that's your crutch"

4:46 B: "that women was the shit and going thru her second round of breast cancer and was fuckin awesome she is a fucking bright spot in my life she pushes herself everyday she felt like shit but she allways said its my life and i wont let it take me"

(first of all, I gave up on fixing the run on sentence, and 2nd can you count with me just HOW MANY things are fucked up here!!!! ( also I don't know what woman he means exactly but god bless her))

4:48 Me: "Don't txt me like you know anything. I'm not her and she's not me. (believe me she knows) you simply are going too far with this and should stop. But you can't. And that's making you sound more and more wrong."

4:48 B: "just psuh yourself i know you can your fuckin awesome im just sick of hearing my chemo i know it sux dick bit fuck dude cmon do it for christ sake" ( k again what am I pushing exactly? I was sleeping. if you only saw this guy, he's one to talk about "pushing yourself")

4:51 B: "how am i wrong i said from the get go i knowthing u ass i just want you be more active im not wrong cause i never said i was right in anything im just saying what inspired me to want to push myself." (?????? No, it doesnt work that way. You don't get an "out" so easy after what you just said!!!!)

4:53 Me: "I'm done with it. Just stop txt me."

4:54 B: "Word bird"

4:56 B: "not tryin to piss you off ( too late) if i did meh (nice) my bad just trying to push you ( going back to the same ol' thing ) and if i said some fucked up things oh well (nice again) she is bad ass ill say im sorry but it dont mean shit cause your pissed" ( you're damn right i'm pissed)

5:00 Me: "It's not that I'm pissed. ( I was ) It's that you don't know when to keep your mouth shut. You can't just say the fucked up things you want like that and it be ok. Peace.

5:03 B: " nothing was fucked up i said your using it as a crutch not that fucked up and your the one who brought it up first about your chemo ( Yeah, cause I was letting you know why I'm tired. AMAZING!! )

5:04 Me: "And none of what you just now said is fucked up?!! Wow. Learn some respect.

5:04 B: "i want to do shit get out and i tried to push you today dude so i said my shit and im done i wasnt disrespect full" ( wow i didn't mean to offend you soo badly, haha)

5:07 B: "and the beginning your the one who had an attitude with me"

5:17 Me: " Nope. Simply didn't. Just admit you run your mouth too much and you did it one too many times. And you just shouldn't have.

5:19 B: "nah dont care" ( cool real mature)

5:22 B: "know im the dick and run my mouth meh allways have this is the last text ill send later foo" ( Yeah you are the dick. I'm not going to be the bad guy, nice.)

So what do you think. I'm still baffled that anyone can really believe that the things they say don't have an impact in any real way on the people around them. If you know this guy you know he's not in any position to talk about "pushing" anything. What should he have done, and what would you do in my position??